cheeky monkey

Hi everyone
My name is susie I'm a young 46yr old, I live in england.
I have had depression/self harm for most of my life but the depression came back about 8 years ago I overdosed on painkillers and was put on a mental health ward. Sadly my family dumped me because of my illness and my sister who is a mental health worker told me to jump in front of a train. I havent seen my family for 5 years now.
I also suffer from panic attacks and anixety, I am just starting to trust people again.
I would love to get to know people who are going through the same thing, as some days I feel really lonely, I'm trying to get out of a marriage as my husband is giving me mental abuse and thinks I should snap out of it.
At the moment I find things very hard to cope with and have started self harming again
I was hoping some one here would like to chat who understands? I'm really shy.
thanks for listerning
take care
susie

Raveno

hi, I too have a problem trusting people, I used to be too trusting, so I don't know the threshold of trust

KJ77

Welcome Susie!